Well, you might recall my last pregnancy rant about how hard being pregnant was emotionally for me and how much I hated it even though I knew it was a great blessing to even get pregnant. Now that I am in my second trimester it has been a world of difference in literally every way.

To begin, I can’t believe I am already 23 weeks pregnant! It has been quite a jorney these last 6.5 months. During the first trimester I cried about three times a week, and had body image depression (if that’s a thing), now I am so happy to be pregnant. I haven’t felt as emotional as before and now that I actually have a bump and can feel my little nugget, being pregnant has been a joy. It’s kind of hard for me to say that after I complained so much but thats just life, it changes on a dime and you’ve got to just go with the flow.

Not being nausious has been amazing!! I didn’t have it as bad as most women since I never threw up, but being nausious all day can be laaaaaame, so it is a huge relief. Everytime I feel my little baby girl kick I get so happy, I have long coversations with her and pretend she is into the same things as me, since we hang out all day.

Overall, I just wanted to say how grateful I am that I get to be pregnant with a sweet little girl that will forever bless our family. I have been trying to make little videos of things I want to tell her so she can watch them later and hopefully appreciate the effort it takes to come to earth. Life is so good, even if it is a rollercoaster, the comforting thing is that it always works out in the end. Cross your fingers for me that my third trimester can be as dreamy as this one

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